Friday, November 25, 2005

The passage from parch to plenty. Or plenty to parch....

I have officially graduated from the best damn secondary school of all time. Grad night was two days ago. It was alright I guess. Just too bad it started off with a kinda heartache....i suppose the rest of the night went well. We cheered, ate and drank like we were in the halls of Valhalla. There was even one part where Eng Tai went up on staged for the best dressed and most handsome patrician thingy. Hahaha. Everyone was cheering for him. Even the sec 5's. The rrof almost came down on us with all that noise. Twas a brilliant day. And then we had the barbecue yesterday where everyone got wet coz some peeps decided to have a water bomb fight. Using my ice box as a water container.... haha. So anyway the O's have long gone. And now we go on the passage from parch to plenty. Or plenty to parch...depending on the results we get on February 28th. Geez it's gonna be either the greatest or worst birthday i'll ever have. For now, I will return to my normal routine of playing games upon games until i cant see the screen properly anymore. Then I promise, I will write my story. Honest. If not, you can beat me until I write it. Thats all for today!
Oh by the way. If you believe in something, people get nervous around you. They become afraid of you. And so they try to shake your beliefs. Don't listen to them. If they tell you that you shouldn't believe in what you choose to believe, stand your ground. Don't let anyone tell you what to think. Because all they are doing is trying to change your beliefs to suit theirs. They are scared of you and your principles. Believe in yourself as well and let no one convince you otherwise. Hold fast.


So...Why were you hesitant? It's not like my body was made of acid or anything.

Monday, November 14, 2005

This is the point in a boy's life when he knows that the rest of his life is going to be an utter embarrasment and disgrace to his family and friends. Seeing my father shrug like he didn't know what was going to become of me, made me feel like shooting everyone within a 10 block radius and finally turning the gun on myself. I'm officially the family loser. Who ever heard of someone failing clb? I don't even want to type this shit anymore. If my own father has lost faith in me, who has any left? I'm giving up as well. For everyone to know, I'm going to grow up to become a bum. Don't be hostile if i need to borrow money or sleep over at your place. I've let down everyone. I shouldn't accept anyone's christmas gifts this year. I'm probably going to get a 5 for english and a 5 for maths and a 5 for everything else and a fail for clb. My life as I know it is academically over. If you will excuse me, I'm going to try and hang myself. Don't worry I'll probably fail at that too.

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

Its 1000 and climbing

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Do I really give people headaches and exhaust them? Hmm

Saturday, November 05, 2005

The day before tomorrow

This is the last day before the final test we'll ever take as a secondary school student. I cannot help but worry what is on the other side of the sunrise. This will either make or break my life as it is. Tonight is officially the last night of calm. And then, it begins. Now my younger friends, I must leave. I am on the brink of a new stage in life. This is where we will part. Your turn will come soon though. But even then I cannot guarantee that we'll ever see one another again. Don't worry though, it'll be fine. Your life continues. As does mine. And just like all good things must end, so upon these final days of 2005, ours comes to an indefinite close. In case I never see you again, i wish you the best in what you decide to do. I wish you better than your heart desires. Take up my seat which will be empty by dawn. And have a nice day for the rest of your days. I willdo my greatest to keep in touch. I hope you do the same. My friends of my age. This is it. Its been so long hasn't it? Since we began, not knowing where we were headed? Some of us still don't know till this day. But I guess after this last hairpin bend, we will have some idea. It won't matter if we fail. Or if we end up with nothing at all. Ultimately, it is up to us to build our lives. Nonetheless, i pray for all of us to find our way to where we desire to go, be it a jc or a polytechnic. This isn't the end. At least that's what I think and I hope you think that way too. We too may not see each other much after but I will stretch my limits to carry on our friendship. And if we do not get to gather once again as the group we once were, our fellowship would still remain unbroken within our hearts and minds. May we do well enough for ourselves. I guess it's time now for this cowboy to ride off. It is dusk already. Not far off now... Ride now, and do not turn back. Not one step backwards. It's all downhill from here.





It's about time the O's got a full barrel of bullets up it's ass. Western style.

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

Just a little something i'd like to try

If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want - good or bad. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your (online journal if you've got one) and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you