This is the point in a boy's life when he knows that the rest of his life is going to be an utter embarrasment and disgrace to his family and friends. Seeing my father shrug like he didn't know what was going to become of me, made me feel like shooting everyone within a 10 block radius and finally turning the gun on myself. I'm officially the family loser. Who ever heard of someone failing clb? I don't even want to type this shit anymore. If my own father has lost faith in me, who has any left? I'm giving up as well. For everyone to know, I'm going to grow up to become a bum. Don't be hostile if i need to borrow money or sleep over at your place. I've let down everyone. I shouldn't accept anyone's christmas gifts this year. I'm probably going to get a 5 for english and a 5 for maths and a 5 for everything else and a fail for clb. My life as I know it is academically over. If you will excuse me, I'm going to try and hang myself. Don't worry I'll probably fail at that too.